" New year: It`s not all about money... "

The New Year is coming closer and closer. Everybody are filled with happiness and joy. Children аre waiting impatiently for Santa to come and bring them lots of presents, toys and smiles. Fireworks are everywhere, million lights are on and they make the city a big shining star...

BUT WAIT! 

Is it the real Armenian New Year? I guess no.

The New Year is coming closer and closer. Armenians start to think about how to celebrate it, they feel so powerless, the reality crashes their Christmas dreams and New Year faiths. Armenian children as well as the others are waiting impatiently for Santa to bring them their desired presents. And the parents` thoughts were all about money, money, money... getting more anxious and nervous because next to all they gotta be the "Santa" for their children. And it comes for the time to get that needed money.

Firstly comes their salary. They gotta pay the taxes, gotta transfer the moneys for the monthly credits they made during the year for being an up-to-date family. 

Secondly, it comes the Armenian mentality: the New Year is the very time to EAT and to Shock their neighbors, relatives and people* may come to their home to share the holiday, with the abundance of different food. There comes an Armenian joke: "Let`s wait until New Year comes and we shall finally surfeit our appetite". But here is another problem: money is finished.

* friends are not included in this list of people, cause the real friends share your joy and sorrow not only during the holidays.

Thirdly, they start borrowing money from the neighbors, relatives and people (also including friends) may come to their home who they were going to shock...what`s a paradox! :) And finally, when everything is bought, prepared it`s time to think about themselves.They are thoughtful with how to wear, what to gift to each other, cause it`s finally New Year: they enter a new phase of life. And it is too reasonable and normal to hope and have a faith in the coming year of a brighter future, luck and money: the thing that makes us so different, so anxious and so faithless at this holly night of Christmas and New Year.

Finally I would like to tell you just to stop for a minute and smile. 

Why is everybody so serious! Acting so damn mysterious, got your shades on your eyes and your heels so high that you can't even have a good time. Yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds. It's like this man, you can't put a price on life, we do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice every night, so we ain't gonna stumble and fall never waiting to see a sign of defeat. So we gonna keep everyone moving there feet, so bring back the beat and everyone will sing:

 It's not all about... MONEY MONEY MONEY

 p.s. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!!

$pecial thanks to Jessy J for her song "Price Tag" :)

" Love? No, I prefer Vodka :) "

You`re still searching for the boring truth?

Stop! Ask yourself : "is it really you wanna go trough?

or are you looking for someone to put on the blame?"

Bring me the drinks, fill the glasses & pass the lime.

First of all I would like to drink

To give to us another chance to kick,

Cuz` every time we in, they just make us out

So, drink and make them shut their f**king mouth up!

Secondly, I`ll add: there`s no good in love

Summarize yourself: should it be above???

I will answer back, you deserve too more

Drink and f**k the words, like: αγάπη (agapi), amor...

Drinking the third glass to the girl I loved,

Hey, dude! Is it true that she left ya grooved?

Many chicks up there waiting for your kiss

Make them drink with ya, then go for the biss.

I think fourth`s enough, I`m already good

I`m feeling very high, you can`t change my mood.

Now you ask me if I`ll love that chica

I should tell you back:  Love? No, I prefer Vodka !

" Ереван "

Закрывая глаза представляю,

Вновь перед зрачками открываю

Тот портрет мне так знакомый: вид на Арарат.

Вот бы взять и оказаться там, где сейчас мой брат.

Вновь запахло тем, что мне так дорого.

Запахло любовью, мы в разлуке так долго.

И забыть не возможно, вычеркнуть нельзя

В памяти те дни: бег, дела, возня.

Город мой родной, город Ереван

Как же без тебя, я от тебя оторван...

Здесь в глуши, в дали на постах границы

Лишь мечты и сны, моих дней царицы.

Переждать лишь год и вернусь домой,

Вступлю на порог, такой забытый и  такой родоной.

Голос мамин тишиною дней прерван.

Все слова мои лишь тебе, Ереван!

" I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU "

I saw you walking into the church

And I feel powerless to make any change.

I saw HIM, laughing through your eyes

And at your wedding you look so nice.

The bride`s movement fill the hall with smile

And me standing there need you for a while.

Am silent, am standing just watching you,

Your eyes are wet, you can`t hide the truth.

God asks you for your readiness:

"Are you sure to give HIM that happiness?"

My eyes are not watchin but need your answer.

Soon you`ll be HIS wife, you`ll be a mother

And suddenly you looked at the crowd, damn,

You`re searching me, forgetting HIM.

God repeated his question about your readiness

I whispered: "Answer to HIM, say "Yes!" 

Guess you heard me, you heard my voice in the crowd

And I felt that you`re feeling some kinda proud

That your past love answered right.

It caused you no pain, it filled your heart with light.

And you answered. You told you`re ready!

HE will be happy starting from this day.

Lights started burning so brighter

You made HIS smile shine lighter.

Everything`s over, all were happy, only we

Can`t take the risk to stay apart, so far to be.

My tears` river mixed with yours` lake.

We started to make the ocean of heartbreak...

Here we are standing just eyes to eyes

You changed our future, make it black from nice.

You have made your choice, now you`re not mine

I have nothing but to find peace in wine.

But wait! I gotta tell you something

I must simple and clear everything:

You can fly away now, you can reach the blue

But here`s the only truth, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

"in bright memory of our might-be love..."

" По встречной "

Зиму нельзя остановить.

Её так трудно поймать.

Снежинек нельзя ловить,

Ни окутать, ни целовать.

Становиться холоднее.

Ветер гудит в наушниках,

И твоя любимая песня 

Мою душу ранит еще сильнее.

По встречной - вот как я иду сейчас.

По встречной - как с тобой в тот раз.

По встречной, а зима как и ты,

Кажется вечной, но мои слова неслышны.

Мысли твои не остановить,

Их так трудно понять.

Прошлое нельзя исправить

И вернуть любовь назад.

Становится яснее

Ветер добрался до твоего сердца.

И самая моя родная душа

Довела любовь нашу до конца.

По встречной - вот как я живу сейчас.

По встречной - без тебя уже в который раз.

По встречной, и я как зима

Назад в нашу осень мне больше нельзя.

"My Loneliness"

Sitting here at this quiet night

We weren`t the same, they were right.

Thoughts pass through my head so quickly.

Emotions, babe, hurt so deeply.

And now I know what don`t want to at all:

You were gone, I`m left all alone.

Just a kind smile in my memory

The only thing you have left to me.

Anyway...

I believe in love, in life, in future.

You`ll be next to the part I can`t present ya

The only thing I want to get now is 

To look into your eyes and see how

How you can ignore my love so cruelly,

Cuz` I showed my love, I loved ya truly...

But I don`t care about feelings,

Cuz` my eyes have seen your golden rings.

Thoughts about my loneliness

Bring me up straight to craziness.
Though I had you`re warmness
I still need your sweet caress.

Thoughts about my loneliness

Bring me up straight to craziness.

How I wanna just make you see 

You have been the one for me.

And now when I`m left among emotions

To finish all and start in new motion

I see, you belong to HIM, I can`t go through this

Better die alone then see HIS happiness.

Lateness, loveless, sickness, death

Can`t compare to all I go through this.

Love , joy, your one touch that`s what I need,

But I`m still lonely, being happy indeed.

Խենթանում եմ...

Խենթանում եմ ես,

Երբ հիշում եմ քեզ,

Կորցնում կարծես

Կյանքիս գինը թանկ:

Կարոտում եմ քեզ,

Մեր սերն վերապրում:

Լի է սիրտը իմ,

Հուշերն են լոկ իմ հոգում:

Մարդկային ամբոխում

Դեռևս մենակ եմ ես,

Խենթանում եմ, գժվում

Չէ որ առանց քեզ եմ, տես:

Ցանկանում եմ մոռանալ,

Արբել ու ջնջել հիշողությունս,

Բայց անհնար է արբենալ

Ինչպես և դժվար է ջնջել մտքերս:

Անկարողությունից այս անարդար,

Լալիս եմ անդադար,

Սիրտս է կառչում կյանքից,

Խենթությունն է պարուրում հոգիս:

Ու դժվարանում եմ գիտակցել,

Գործել ճիշտ ու անսխալ,

Դատարկությունս անհնար է վերացնել:

Դու հեռու ես ինձնից, դա է սխալ:

Հիմա, երբ գտնվում եմ կապանքներում,

Անկարող եմ, գործել անկախ,

Միայն հոգիս ու միտքս են ազատ

Ու լոկ արցունքն է, որ կորչում է աննկատ:

Դրա համար եմ խենթանում հիմա

Ձևացնում եմ տկար, գործում` հիմար,

Քանզի մեր սերն ու քեզ մոռանալը

Դժվար է, հեշտ է ավելի խենթանալ:

Խենթանում եմ ես,

Կորչում եմ կյանքում անհետ,

Լոկ երազում եմ տեսնում քեզ,

Լալիս եմ ու կանչում քեզ հետ:

¿Sabes mi amor?

¿Sabes mi amor?

Se que sabies bien

Que no vivire sin tu exista.

No puedo dejar, ni olvidar

Puedo sentir, no hay que mentir.

No puedo amar sin algun dolor

Nesecita tu sol, por hacer calor.

Y si te vas sin razon

Torturaras mi corazon.

¿Te vas asi?

No quieres decir

Que en vida de ti hay otra persona.

Pero ya se  quien sera el.

No tengo que ver. Yo juro a ti.

Hay solo verdad: no puedo sin ti 

pues hay que morir...

" Now when you`re gone"

If you try to put a gun

Onto the head of our past

It can pull its own trigger

Quicker and fast.

So turn ya` head back

To see if you`re still alive,

Cuz` killing our past, in back

It can turn out to be a knife.

Don`t worry and don`t give up

Cuz` the ones who did so

Had no friends and 

It`s the worst horror.

But if you want to show off your power

Don`t show that everything`s over 

You need to have one thing in mind:

D`you know how to live on

If I`m no more found.

Now when you`re gone

My world turned into so cold.

Now when I`m gone

You have to make me hold.

Though we are gone

Our love won`t get ever old.

So, don`t give up, I`m with you

Please, hold on...

I`m telling you

Don`t give up, Baby, stand!

Please, move on and 

Remember

I`m always with you

Even now,

When you`re gone.

" the Dreamer "

     

     Like a night forbidden star I`m moving straight to get too far. Where there`s no fear there`s no harm. Where I can find myself a little smart to see I`m living as a part of nature. Cause in time I found myself so lost. No one surrounds me, I`m like a ghost. Here in the shadows of this darkest night becoming stranger, like a real king of sorrow. I`m full of sadness, I`m too alone . I`m so forgotten, I`ve got no one. Here in this reality of what world is you can only get it or talk about this. 

     I know that I have done all these  myself, I chose my destiny where I`ve got no one. I feel  too loveless, but strong instead. Here in this darkness I`m wanna be so much high. There`s only one thing that misses now: that`s only love as a crime, I don`t know why. But when I get in I want us apart. Seems like I`m searching for someone to love, but I cancel all. Guess I`m crazy, seems I am strange, but I can`t do either can`t breaking from this range. I`m always searching somewhere to stay, to find some shelter from rain to escape. But when I find it rain stops, and I`m wet, I`m left forbidden. No way found back yet. 

      Hope that time will approve the things and I`ll get a feeling to find my wings. So I can fly to heaven, where there`s only love: the stars are shining and only the sky is above. That time I`ll be glad to find the way that will lead me higher from all these "shit" away. 

       Now I`m moving faster like a little comet to find the place where I can spread my halo. Here in the shadows of darkest night ever I`m lost and forbidden. I`m on the other side of life. Can`t find the way out, I`m lost inside. Guess I`m a dreamer who will be waken up by the forbidden angel of mine... 

       I hate myself to be a dreamer.

" No one else "

I would give my heart instead this.

Have I ever fought?

Fought against ourselves

Or have thought a lot.

Now you count the days!

Love`s already gone.

Nothing more to say

Everything is done.

But when you find yourself 

In other`s arms

Thinks about the sins

You thought we`ve never done.

Cause every minute, babe,

Every night and day

Nothing else is stayed,

No more I can tell.

Can`t you figure out

What you`ve done what not?

I can tell you this,

Listen to me now.

We have many dreams

Now we have no one.

What else I can say

Nothing more, I`m gone.

Nothing more to do,

Everything is done.

Time is up for us

Nothing makes me cry

No more words to lie,

Nothing esle to hide.

We`ve been caught in crime.

No more time to die,

The very time to live.

Nothing more is all

Nothing else is life.

At the end I wish

You to wear the crown,

Hiding for not to see

What has made you crawl.

Cause you`re the Queen of stars,

Your my Universe

And I have nothing more,

There is no one else.

"Я и Ты"

Я:

"Пусть мысли мои станут

Ангелами души твоей.

Пусть охраняют сон

В котором мы с тобой осуждаем реальность."

08 Сентябрь, 2011

Ты:

"Лунный лучик к постели крадется,

Звук смски нарушит покой.

С этой минуты твой сон оборвется, 

Спкойной ночи, Чебурашечка Мой! "

06 Октябрь, 2011

"Believe in Victory"

One day you can be waken up

And realize you`ve got the needed power.

I f you think it`s time to be taken up

Then do your best and get moreover.

It can be too difficult - just try

To find the real way of out.

Bad times are gone, you don`t need to cry.

Just believe and make it alright.

And if you believe in victory

It will surely believe in you.

Risk all for a chance and glory,

And the way of victory will be proved.

Tallent is only a gift from heaven,

Don`t be afraid to be the best.

Try to change the world you live in.

Victory is what you gotta believe in.

You have to win the race alone,

You must be the winner.

Look ahead, the fears are gone

Now you are the screener.

Dream`s too close, just see the aim

You can add the history.

If the stars wants you for fame

BELIEVE IN VICTORY.

"Not the one"

Time has changed up everything.

I am a lonely man, I`m searching for a love.

And though the life can make all better,

I`m still surrounded with ravens all above.

And, baby, the only thing can help me to survive,

Is the answer "yes " to the question " Will you be my wife?"

But now you`re far

And all the best you`ve taken high above the sky.

At night I`m sitting in a bar

Where the dreams can make me try to fly high.

I`m missing you

Baby, you know what I can feel for you tonight.

I`m missing you

Even though I know if there`s no me, you`re alright.

I`m calling you

Just pick up the phone and say that you`re gone.

I`m calling you

Even though I know I will never be "The one". 

"Still"

Don`t even know where you are

And can`t feel just what it is.

If I love you, then where am I?

Cause I can`t take all with ease.

Need you all next to me

To fill my soul`s emptiness.

Dream to hold you, your hands.

There`s nothing closer to that happiness.

I got an aim, I want to get you.

I wanna feel you in my heart.

Though I cannot forgive you,

though it will be for me too hard.

The silence in me breaks the walls

And am gonna burn out whole life of me,

Cause, baby, it`s hard to move on

When I can`t see you there for me.

Now when it all is said and done

And I know our love has gone.

Don`t even know you deserve or not

But how I try to forget you, I cannot.

Though feelings are now far away

And if it closed up to you the way,

Am standing here, with tears and thrill

My Baby, Know!

I LOVE YOU STILL

" I found ya 2nite "

We met each other one year ago

You`re so blue but I had to go.

But the moment you looked at me

Stayed till now in my memory.

Crazy feelings, the time we had

They were less than I wanted it to last.

But the destiny is so kind,

Cuz I found ya 2nite :)

Nothing`s impossible, they were right

Who believed in us and our love.

Cuz the life shows me what I see

You are here right next to me.

Here we are and we met again,

We were far, now we`re for the same.

I wanna love you the moon is bright

And I finally found ya 2nite:)

Life is great, we`re tied with love

Time is up. My heart`s like a dove.

Wanna feel you till morning light

Baby, cuz` I found ya 2nite:)

People Listen! You Gotta know:

Who is searching, gets always more.

We were far and it`s so hard

But the fact is that

I found ya 2nite:)